Unlocked

I accidentally left my heart unlocked last night 

Completely vulnerable and totally alone

I'm sure it was afraid

I woke up in panic but I quickly remembered that there is nothing to steal

Nothing to steal 

I already gave it all away 

Saturday

Today is Saturday. 

No work, school, or responsibilty, but the Earth is still orbiting around the sun and life can't be put on hold. 

Today is Saturday and this morning I was excited.

Breakfast and smiles shared with friends are making me feel naive now.

He was a son, a brother, a new engineer, a climber, and I just saw him last night. 

The truth is that tragedy has never owned a calendar and while we take weekends off, it most certainly does not. 

Tragedy is overworked and it's probably exhausted. 

It strikes and it strikes and it strikes- 

But it doesn't care that today is Saturday.  

Please, tragedy, give yourself a day off. 

He was kind, smart, and he will be missed dearly. 

r.i.p

(from a hike we did together last summer)

Things That Make Me Queasy

An unfortunate side effect of being a human is our sensitivity

My sensitive skin won't stop acting up and my stupid hormones are making me queasy 

These are the things that make my insides stir

The thought of blood or a trip to the dermatologist and forget it- I need to sit down 

The thought of an afterlife or what that even means

Everyone keeps telling me to find God but heaven is starting to look a lot like late night bonfires and holding his hand 

These are the things that make me queasy 

The first day of middle school and hoping I remember my locker combination 

36-24-18

36-24-18 

I will never forget you 

36-24-18 

Sick to my stomach when I was asked to speak in church and when I found out our uncle was back in rehab 

The side effects of being human 

Taxes and too many funerals and grade point averages and the stain on my favorite sweater and-

Im making my own head spin

A Song For When...

ur feelin excited:

u just wanna cry:

ur angry:

(New Slaves by Kanye West. He doesn't put his songs on youtube, sorry.)

ur in love<3

ur feelin gooood: