#stolen #heart #2pac

A young heart with an old soul
How can there be peace?
How can I be in the depths of solitude
When there are two inside of me?
This duo in me causes the perfect opportunity
To learn and live twice as fast
As those who accept simplicity...

-Tupac Shakur

Passin' out and stuff

I'm supposed to have a story to tell. 

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One time I got a hamster from my friends. 

I have a few first kiss stories?

I (sort of) nursed a cat back to health. 

Nothing extravagant..

I used to throw tantrums. Like all the time. I had a temper my parents were afraid of. If someone made me mad I could intentionally pass out on the spot. I would hold my breath and shake and shake until I just went limp. My lips would turn blue and everything. It freaked my mom out at first, she thought I had a heart problem. We went to the doctor and he told her I was perfectly healthy, just a little bit evil and manipulative. My mom eventually got used to it and would ignore me whenever I fainted. It only bothered her when I would do it in public because of the looks we got. I was a hard toddler. 

Anyways I'm not sure what my final story that I share will be. This was just a great memory to dwell on for the moment.

The one about fear

When I was younger I had fears so large that mom started to worry. 

Burglars, kidnappers, and anything outside past 9:00 pm. 

She wondered if I was alright as I checked the locks on our doors three times each night. 

She asked Dad for his thoughts and he told her it was fine- I was just extra cautious. 

The caution turned into anxiety. 

Burglars, kidnappers, and the mysteries of 9:00 pm changed too. 

They changed to due dates, jobs, and upcoming tests. 

Locking the door three times each night turned into three deep breaths. 

But Mom's not worried this time. 

She says it's just life.

I hope I stop worrying soon too. 

Twigs (reveal)

Tahlia Barnett was born in England. She didn't meet her father until she was 18 and had to make her own way through school.  

I was born nearly 10 years later in Utah. I've always known my dad, and my family can afford college. 

We are very different people. 

Tahlia Barnett later moved to London to try and pursue a career in music. She was always the backup dancer. 

Backup dancer

Backup dancer

But she was good at what she did. 

She performed with some of the biggest names before she made one for herself. 

She calls herself FKA Twigs and she's the coolest ever, making the coolest music ever.  

We are very different people.

But I still want to be like Tahlia Barnett (fka twigs). 

Sometimes we all play the backup dancer, 

Even though we made the big move to London.

We're trying to make a name for ourselves-

My name is Lila Durtschi and I'm really happy to meet you. 

(that's me on the right- I'm a girl ok)